baby.

Aki wants to make me pregnant lol!

but how to make it come true?

for my KiKi.

It's been a looooooooooong time since last. Recent stuff... well I had a 2-day overtime for work staying at office almost without sleep over the weekend. Saturday~Sunday midnight Aki spoke a lot over our phones by text, he wanted me to know how gleeful he was (or is) that we are in love. He might have been touched by a French gay movie before that, anyway, I believed it make sense.

I have put out a lot nicks for my boy, the most recent one is Kiki. This morning on subway I came to find that we share the similar nick -- my mom used to call me A-Ki at home. Wow!

first class.

Akira reported that his first real charging class went very well!!

What a good news. He has been observing classes for about 2 weeks before this.

One day his school will open a new branch in Beijing he said... is it true or just what he hopes? lol.

patience.

Most of the time, we need more patience to deal with misunderstanding.

But remember I am not a person who is mean and easy to get mad, cuz I'm older! ;)

easy life.

This afternoon I am doing coding while Akitty is observing someone's class for experiences for his debut class next week.

Everybody is in peace so I always forgot to write something down!

physical test.

LOL! Akitty was worry about being treated more than normal in the formal physical body test before working at a job. Well... never heard of that as he is a foreigner cuz that is not at the customs gate.

We had some misunderstandings in the past 24 hours but its been solved now. There might be some bumps on the road of love, but don't fear to deal with that, to say nothing of that the problems are caused by my silly nervousness.

Good night honey.

.

tonight, I cried a bit.

annoyed.

Sometimes I would say something wrong and stirred up Aki to be annoyed. I feel quite sorry but still think this is necessary for a relationship to make each other known well. Love is not equal to numerous I LOVE U or MISS U or U ARE MY HEART and so on everyday on messages, but more depends on real reactions to various topics and situations. So, anyway, these are must experiences, let me take it easy.

interviews. bedtopics. music.

Aki is having his 3rd interview this morning, with the past 2 having been quite well yesterday. So he has chances (though quite far) to work in Beijing or Shanghai, so I should check up my future plans about changing job places. Anyway I am so satisfied with the present job, with so much improvement and benefit.

We have had our first nasty talk... on phone OK lol!! Not really nasty cuz I'm so good at it, since I have been so kinky from my childhood on, I'm not any kinda tame and smooth guy you all have been imagining so...

Calico ripped mp3s from the CDs she bought for me so I have been enjoying those extremely exciting and coolest-on-the-earth sexy music. I paid a lot wow... Take more instant noodles in the following days...

star.

Aki can't bear (still) being stared in the public, anyway most foreign guys would come across such condition in China, well it's better in Beijing/Shanghai/Guangzhou... these big cities with various races.

But I think that's OK, Aki has been willing to be a singer or something, so just try to act like a star, lol!

"married".

I told some old and long-time-no-talk friends that I will soon be "married", with a black guy, they all were given a shock and thought it unbelievable. Well sure I won't be "married" after knowing for such a short while, yet it's not that risky either. I don't hold anything, so nothing to "lose". Time can prove everything, but not everything really needs to be proved. Aries, is kinda animal to follow possibility, not going for a certain destination.

Or should I say, I had been too careful in the past??
That's why I had been such a bachelor.

Formally.

so... I should now formally declare that,

++ dachy is now a FORMAL lover to Aki. ++

OK everybody will/should know that from now on. :`)

huge place.

Aki told me by message that he had found a huge place for living this afternoon. So the payment for rent per month is ... xxxx ... ! Hehe a big amount to me but that's a really nice apartment by the water it seems.

old mate.

One of my best old mates in college days visited me this afternoon. He had quitted his job in Shanghai and turned to come to Beijing short after, and got another tiring job here in the IT district. Really daring...

I told Aki about him before he came, he replied: NO SEX!
HAHAHA... my mate is straight as a... COCK!

......


I was checking alumni community just now and it reminded me of my silly looking around 5 years ago.
I did changed a lot... from 17 when I left my home, and 21 I graduated from school...
Now I'm 25, another 4 years are gone.

I may have wasted too many years on finding no one, so please,
Aki, be my first man, will ya?

desktop.

yes, set Aki as desktop.

cuz I got very few pix of him so... lol!

overtime working.

Can't help pressing keys on cell phone, wanting to message him, but choke back my fingers cuz he told me to use phone less. Well OK. Let me drink more water and coffee to stop feeling thirsty... yup that kinda thirsty...


...so nasty.

sing.

Long time facing the PC, I turn backward, sing an old bossa song to the air above my empty bed. Make a supposition that you were there.

Kitties are falling asleep.

new office.

We have started this new office location (long and can't remember it well). I took some pix this afternoon.
Sorry for the blurness of my phone cam.

survey (Central Business District of Beijing)

again.

again.

the opposite door, a branch office of a Japanese socks co.

little bit scary corridor.

door to our company, yeah it is www.babytree.com.

backlighting so it's dark.

first day, still messy, but hurried up dealing with the DDOS attack from an enemy.

my seat. (my Japanese patterned jacket.)

money.

Aki need some more money for finding a good place to live instead of hotels. He must call mom for that, I did think that's OK. He will try his best on jobs. Why? No why. If he gets the present offer he will have more than 5000 yuan per month (more than mine!). Hope is on the way.

Aki dropped me a message when I was taking subway home at around 21:00 to tell me that he had got the money for rending a flat or something but he needs to use phone less. Ooh... boy, inter-province calls must cost quite a lot lol, and every call we made was at least 20 minutes long. That's a problem. Right one hour before I couldn't send any message due to no enough money left in the SIM card, hehe dear Aki it's indeed OK to send by text messages cuz every one does cost only 0.1 yuan!

He may be moody tonight, probably he had some serious talk with his mom... And Aki wanted to see my mom too, I do hope to go home with him for the first time since 5 years ago...

rain.

It rarely rains in Beijing, but it would be so nice as long as it does. Wet, and little bit solitude in such a sleepless night.


Aki had enjoyed the whole day, from good hope about getting a future job to clubbing here and there, even being molested by people (including a girl!!!), wow, I'm so proud of my Aki.


...so happy that he's MINE. I enjoy what you enjoy. A miracle...











PS

We finally packed up and moved to the new address of office, just two subway stations far from here, but nearer my home, so I can sleep for 5 minutes more everyday lol!!

jobs and living.

I have been quite lucky that all the jobs I ever took and am taking are from friends' or colleagues' invitations, yet, Aki, who was with the same beginning, encountered troubles from his friend who should have applied for schools for them before they came to China. He was unhappy and sad cuz friends who have been annoyed and impatient acted mean to him, due to no available jobs and fear for being deported. What's more, his most unliking people, girlfriend of his partner, earned the job today while all of them were going for it. I can feel his upset mind, but everything would be tough at the very beginning.

A living place is also what he has been searching for, no luck so far cuz those are too expensive or quite dirty. Hehe my apartment is "quite" dirty too, I feel it OK but maybe new guests will feel bothered. Anyway I have been trying to do cleaning on past weekends, so far does look better than how it used to be, mmm.

Aki is still young, but anyway he is right now trying his best in another country out of home. It might be tough, but things all go that way. Let me wait for his self-improving and becoming a maturer man! My man.

rainyfold.

Didn't get any reply messages on cell phone. Something might happend last evening but he was awkward to let me know. It's so cloudy today after long period of dry and sunny days here in Beijing, and it got to drizzle when the night fell. Cool air with humid touches fills my room right now, not sure how long it would be.

Sat up typing a quite long letter to Aki on Myspace message, he might not have read it, but it has made sense to me. It's time to be honest to myself, maybe.

So, where are you, though??